.Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ' 6:59 PM Y
i hadn't shed any tear but looking through those pictures we took for 3 month time. i just couldn't control myself. don't be a weakly, i been repeating these sentence to myself. asking myself how are you today? where would you be now? why am i still thinking about you? it is time to face the fact ain't it?
i deleted all those pictures now. i need to be strong. maybe your crumple bag, Mp4, aloe gel you can get it from me someday. when you are free.
if you cherish me you wouldn't lie. you wouldn't broke my heart. after that quarrel i tried to trust you. now you broke that trust. whatever you had said all seem like a lie. only a big fool like me believe. what the use of admitting now? Don't you think it just little too late?
I'M A BIG FOOL TO THINK YOU CHANGED. hoping to die right now.