.Saturday, May 3, 2008 ' 10:42 PM Y
I decided to post this no matter what, I need to get this off my chest after a whole day. I thought i could get everything off my brain, but it ain't in this way. Those photo just flash through my mind. I don't why, i just wonder about this question; since you say you love me dhen why you can be with her. I really don't understand, you are being contradicting. Do you think i care about those photo, No i don't. It just that part of the album make me think back. If you don't love her you wouldn't be with her. If you love her you wouldn't be with me. WHY WHY is all this question popping out of mind. Yes all is past, but it doesn't mean that it ain't important. You may choose to ignore this, i don't have any right to say all this. You seem more happier with her, i feel that I'm just a spare-tires. Till now i still can't accept you be with her before. Actually i should have know thing would be coming in this way before we get into this r/s, i should be mentally prepared. Do you think that throwing away all those photo help? it doesn't prove anything. Throwing away photo yet having a hard copy of it in your com. Deleting your hard copy but u still have memories.
Now i'm blaming myself starting back this r/s again, why? I think I need time of my own. I need to reconsider every single things. She seem to be our forever obstacle.
LOVE ARE MAKING FOOL OF ME.!
