.Sunday, May 4, 2008 ' 3:01 PM Y
A222: molecular and cell biology. Revision is done after 2 hour of hard work. Hope my effort will pay off tml. I did notes on my book. ^.^ 2 years since i ever held a pen and start taking down notes. But i can't bring that notes into the class. troublesome Rp, tonight i shall copy into my laptop. Busy busy busy, 2 UT to go.
happen to saw something just now, i don't know why my tears fall down. had my head upside to stop it from falling down but it doesn't help. instead i cried more badly. Shit it, who say being upside down stop tear. when i got up, i get giddy spell, block nose and ear. feeling so terrible. it so hard to believe words you said. I seriously can't get myself to believe what you said. No matter what you said now, it just seem like lies. Liar LIAR LIAR. i could no longer take it, too weak to take any blow now. Those three words, i could not say. I don't know what i want now, i just need a meter to measure words people say. i don't trust anyone anymore.
shall go catch some sleep now, hoping tear could stop dripping down.