.Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ' 10:50 PM Y
today just isn't my day. the feeling is still there.? i ask myself, why am i reacting this way. alway i was just hoping not to see her, but still i saw. was feeling kinda lost, maybe i'm just not confidence in myself. if thing end up the way like the past, what am i gonna do. those sentence he speak to her, acting as if i can't hear. and also i don't wish to hear. can't a simple hi be enough.? no one know better than yourself. in the future, things gonna be different. he has greater chance to saw her. same poly same school. i dun know what i should do, maybe life is different by then. no one know what gonna happen the next moment. although those word may seem that i don't have trust in you but im just worry thing may change back to last year. love is true this time, i promise
tired after a short while out with someone. 4:6 sickness getting better. no one know how i'm feeling right now. hais. night then.
