.Monday, March 31, 2008 ' 9:01 AM Y
i been thinking, thinking hard. this question popping out of my mind.
what kind of gf i have been, rather a selfish one. or inconsiderate.
all i alway wanted for myself is freedom, which i felt i lost ever since that day.
but he gave me happiness, using happiness to exchange for freedom.?
i wanted both, i wish to do everything i like without being control & get my happiness.
time of my own, i had. but seem lost, or rather short.
i know sometime i did something without considering his feeling,
maybe he didn't say anything but deep down i know. still remain silent.
dominating? maybe sometime, for the sake of fun & him.
am i thinking too much to have nightmare? same nightmare for 2 night,
it just seem so real, with my eye closed.
hearts
things cant be simple
Pool -5:7
Darts - 5:3
